{"id":48520,"date":"2026-06-11T19:02:52","date_gmt":"2026-06-11T16:02:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/kayip.jpg"},"modified":"2026-06-11T19:05:13","modified_gmt":"2026-06-11T16:05:13","slug":"kayip","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/foto-galeri\/kapinin-ardindaki-ses\/attachment\/kayip\/","title":{"rendered":"kayip"},"author":2,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/kayip.jpg'><img width=\"169\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/kayip-169x300.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/kayip-169x300.jpg 169w, https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/kayip.jpg 526w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 169px) 100vw, 169px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>18 ya\u015f\u0131ma yeni girmi\u015ftim. Hayat\u0131m\u0131n en zor d\u00f6nemlerinden birini ya\u015f\u0131yordum. Bir y\u0131l \u00f6nce babam gizemli bir \u015fekilde ortadan kaybolmu\u015ftu. Ne bir mektup b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ne de nereye gitti\u011fine dair bir iz. Annem o g\u00fcnden sonra adeta ba\u015fka bir insana d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Geceleri uyuyam\u0131yor, g\u00fcnd\u00fczleri ise dalg\u0131n dalg\u0131n pencereden d\u0131\u015far\u0131 bak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Onun \u00e7ekti\u011fi ac\u0131y\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e i\u00e7im par\u00e7alan\u0131yordu. Her gece yata\u011f\u0131ma uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131mda sessizce a\u011fl\u0131yor, elimden hi\u00e7bir \u015fey gelmedi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum.O gece yine uyuyamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Saat gece yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7oktan ge\u00e7mi\u015fti. Evin i\u00e7inde derin bir sessizlik vard\u0131. Ya\u011fmur camlara vuruyor, r\u00fczg\u00e2r eski evimizin duvarlar\u0131nda u\u011fultular \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordu.Tam g\u00f6zlerimi kapatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken annemin odas\u0131ndan gelen bir ses duydum.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lk ba\u015fta \u00f6nemsemedim. Belki televizyon a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 ya da kendi kendine konu\u015fuyordu. Fakat birka\u00e7 dakika sonra ses tekrar duyuldu.<\/p>\n<p>Bu kez daha netti.Sanki biri f\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Kalbim h\u0131zla atmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Yata\u011f\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m ve sessizce koridora y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm. Ah\u015fap zemin her ad\u0131m\u0131mda hafif\u00e7e g\u0131c\u0131rd\u0131yordu. Annemin odas\u0131n\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131na yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a ses daha belirgin hale geliyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Ama ne s\u00f6ylendi\u011fini anlayam\u0131yordum.Kap\u0131ya kula\u011f\u0131m\u0131 dayad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Birden annemin sesi duyuldu:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHay\u0131r\u2026 art\u0131k yeter. Bunu yapmayaca\u011f\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Donup kald\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Kiminle konu\u015fuyordu?<\/p>\n<p>Evde ikimizden ba\u015fka kimse yoktu.<\/p>\n<p>Kap\u0131y\u0131 hafif\u00e7e aralad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Odan\u0131n i\u00e7i karanl\u0131kt\u0131. Sadece masan\u0131n \u00fczerindeki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck lamban\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 yan\u0131yordu. Annem pencerenin \u00f6n\u00fcnde durmu\u015f d\u0131\u015far\u0131 bak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda kimse yoktu.<\/p>\n<p>Ama konu\u015fmaya devam ediyordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBenden ne istiyorsun?\u201d dedi titreyen bir sesle.<\/p>\n<p>Tam o anda pencerenin d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndaki karanl\u0131kta bir g\u00f6lge hareket etti.<\/p>\n<p>Geri \u00e7ekildim.<\/p>\n<p>Nefesim kesilmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>Evin ikinci kat\u0131ndayd\u0131k. Pencerenin \u00f6n\u00fcnde birinin durmas\u0131 imk\u00e2ns\u0131zd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Yeniden bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda g\u00f6lge kaybolmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n<p>Kap\u0131y\u0131 biraz daha a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Annem bir anda bana d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u00fcz\u00fc bembeyaz olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBurada ne yap\u0131yorsun?\u201d diye sordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnne\u2026 kiminle konu\u015fuyordun?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sorumu duyunca g\u00f6zleri b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Bir s\u00fcre sessiz kald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Sonra yata\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131ndan eski bir kutu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Kutunun i\u00e7inde sararm\u0131\u015f foto\u011fraflar, mektuplar ve paslanm\u0131\u015f bir anahtar vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cArt\u0131k bilmenin zaman\u0131 geldi,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Kutunun i\u00e7inden bir foto\u011fraf uzatt\u0131.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":526,"height":935,"file":"2026\/06\/kayip.jpg","sizes":{"medium":{"file":"kayip-169x300.jpg","width":169,"height":300,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/kayip-169x300.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"kayip-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/kayip-150x150.jpg"},"kucukResim":{"file":"kayip-80x50.jpg","width":80,"height":50,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/kayip-80x50.jpg"},"sliderResim":{"file":"kayip-526x330.jpg","width":526,"height":330,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/kayip-526x330.jpg"},"resim1":{"file":"kayip-184x140.jpg","width":184,"height":140,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/kayip-184x140.jpg"},"resim2":{"file":"kayip-216x103.jpg","width":216,"height":103,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/kayip-216x103.jpg"},"resim3":{"file":"kayip-145x70.jpg","width":145,"height":70,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/kayip-145x70.jpg"},"sagSlider":{"file":"kayip-300x150.jpg","width":300,"height":150,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/kayip-300x150.jpg"},"yeniSlider":{"file":"kayip-500x290.jpg","width":500,"height":290,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/kayip-500x290.jpg"},"full":{"file":"kayip.jpg","width":526,"height":935,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/kayip.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":48519,"source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/kayip.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/48520"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=48520"}]}}