{"id":50277,"date":"2026-07-28T17:40:19","date_gmt":"2026-07-28T14:40:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1.jpg"},"modified":"2026-07-28T17:41:58","modified_gmt":"2026-07-28T14:41:58","slug":"758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-2","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/genel\/bu-onun-son-dilegi-oldugu-icin-evlendim\/attachment\/758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Bu Onun Son Dile\u011fi Oldu\u011fu \u0130\u00e7in Evlendim\u2026"},"author":2,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"description":{"rendered":"

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Derin bir nefes ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Bir sonraki sat\u0131r ise beni y\u0131llar \u00f6ncesine g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

“Yirmi alt\u0131 y\u0131l \u00f6nce sen hen\u00fcz on iki ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131n. Baban\u0131n kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131 otomobil, ya\u011fmurlu bir gecede kar\u015f\u0131 \u015feride ge\u00e7ti. O kazada annem ve babam hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetti.”<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zlerim b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

O kazay\u0131 hat\u0131rl\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n

Babam aylarca vicdan azab\u0131 \u00e7ekmi\u015f, kazan\u0131n istemeden ger\u00e7ekle\u015fti\u011fini s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti. Ben ise o g\u00fcnlerde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir \u00e7ocuktum ve olay\u0131n ayr\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 \u00f6\u011frenememi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n

Mektubu okumaya devam ettim.<\/p>\n

“Kimse seni su\u00e7lamad\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sen sadece bir \u00e7ocuktun. Ama ben uzun y\u0131llar boyunca o kazan\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131yla ya\u015fad\u0131m.”<\/p>\n

Bo\u011faz\u0131m d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi.<\/p>\n

Kemal devam ediyordu.<\/p>\n

“\u0130lk y\u0131llarda senden de ailenden de nefret ettim. \u0130ntikam almay\u0131 bile d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Sonra seni y\u0131llar sonra tesad\u00fcfen bir hastanede g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Ya\u015fl\u0131 bir kad\u0131na nas\u0131l yard\u0131m etti\u011fini izledim. O g\u00fcn senin, kafamda y\u0131llarca d\u00fc\u015fman olarak b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ki\u015fi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131m.”<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zlerimden ya\u015flar s\u00fcz\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Sonra seni ara\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m. Belediyenin g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc bak\u0131m program\u0131na kat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim. \u0130nsanlara hi\u00e7bir kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k beklemeden yard\u0131m ediyordun. \u0130\u00e7imdeki b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6fke yava\u015f yava\u015f kayboldu.”<\/p>\n

Mektubun her sat\u0131r\u0131 beni biraz daha sars\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

“Kanser oldu\u011fumu \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fimde \u00f6n\u00fcmde \u00e7ok az zaman kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyordum. Hayat\u0131m boyunca kaybettiklerimin yas\u0131n\u0131 tuttum ama affetmenin nas\u0131l bir \u015fey oldu\u011funu sen bana \u00f6\u011frettin.”<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 silemiyordum.<\/p>\n

“Sen benim ailemi \u00f6ld\u00fcrmedin. Baban da bunu isteyerek yapmad\u0131. Hayat bazen insanlara \u00e7ok a\u011f\u0131r s\u0131navlar verir. Ben bunu anlamak i\u00e7in otuz y\u0131l bekledim.”<\/p>\n

Bir an ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p avukata bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

O da sessizce beni izliyordu.<\/p>\n

Kemal mektubun son sayfas\u0131nda bamba\u015fka bir ger\u00e7ekten s\u00f6z ediyordu.<\/p>\n

“E\u011fer yaln\u0131zca seni affetti\u011fimi s\u00f6ylemek isteseydim bunun i\u00e7in evlenmemize gerek yoktu.”<\/p>\n

\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla okumaya devam ettim.<\/p>\n

“Ben seni ger\u00e7ekten sevdim.”<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7imde bir \u015feyler koptu.<\/p>\n

“O k\u0131sa g\u00fcnlerde bana g\u00f6sterdi\u011fin ilgi, bana haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n yemekler, birlikte i\u00e7ti\u011fimiz \u00e7aylar… Bunlar\u0131n hi\u00e7birini bana bor\u00e7lu de\u011fildin. Buna ra\u011fmen yan\u0131mda kald\u0131n.”<\/p>\n

Art\u0131k h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131rarak a\u011fl\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n

“Hayat\u0131m boyunca ilk kez biri bana ac\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in de\u011fil, insan oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in de\u011fer verdi.”<\/p>\n

Son sat\u0131rlara yakla\u015f\u0131rken nefesimi tuttum.<\/p>\n

“Sana k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir emanet b\u0131rak\u0131yorum.”<\/p>\n

Avukat sessizce masas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerine ikinci bir dosya koydu.<\/p>\n

Dosyada Kemal’in vasiyeti vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fctevaz\u0131 ev, banka hesaplar\u0131 ve y\u0131llarca biriktirdi\u011fi t\u00fcm mal varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bana b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla avukata bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Bir yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131k olmal\u0131.”<\/p>\n

Avukat ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Hay\u0131r. Kemal Bey bunu aylar \u00f6nce haz\u0131rlad\u0131.”<\/p>\n

“L\u00fctfen bu paray\u0131 kendin i\u00e7in harcamak zorunda hissetme. Ben ailemi kaybettim. Sen ise hayat\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n hayat\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fczelle\u015ftirmeye adad\u0131n. Bu miras\u0131n yeni hayatlara umut olmas\u0131n\u0131 istiyorum.”<\/p>\n

O gece sabaha kadar uyuyamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Paray\u0131 kabul edip etmemem gerekti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Sonunda Kemal’in neden bunu istedi\u011fini anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Bu miras bana de\u011fil, onun iyili\u011fe olan inanc\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

Aylar sonra avukatla tekrar g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Kemal’in evini satt\u0131k.<\/p>\n

Banka hesaplar\u0131ndaki birikimleri de ekledik.<\/p>\n

Belediye ve birka\u00e7 hay\u0131rseverin deste\u011fiyle k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir bak\u0131m merkezi kurduk.<\/p>\n

Kap\u0131s\u0131na tek bir isim yazd\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Kemal Umut Evi.”<\/p>\n

Burada kimsesiz kanser hastalar\u0131 \u00fccretsiz kal\u0131yor, yemek yiyor, psikolojik destek al\u0131yor ve son g\u00fcnlerini yaln\u0131z ge\u00e7irmiyordu.<\/p>\n

A\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc onlarca insan gelmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

Konu\u015fmam\u0131n sonunda Kemal’in mektubundan sadece tek bir c\u00fcmleyi okudum.<\/p>\n

“\u0130nsan, affetti\u011fi g\u00fcn ger\u00e7ekten \u00f6zg\u00fcr olur.”<\/p>\n

O anda salondaki herkes sessizle\u015fti.<\/p>\n

Aradan be\u015f y\u0131l ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn merkeze yeni bir hasta getirildi.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam duvardaki Kemal’in foto\u011fraf\u0131na uzun s\u00fcre bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sonra bana d\u00f6nerek sessizce sordu.<\/p>\n

“Bu adam\u0131 nereden tan\u0131yorsunuz?”<\/p>\n

“E\u015fimdi.” dedim.<\/p>\n

Adam\u0131n g\u00f6zleri doldu.<\/p>\n

“Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce anne ve babas\u0131n\u0131 kaybetti\u011finde onu \u00e7ocuk esirgeme kurumuna g\u00f6t\u00fcren polis bendim.”<\/p>\n

Bir s\u00fcre sessiz kald\u0131k.<\/p>\n

Sonra cebinden eski, y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f bir foto\u011fraf \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Foto\u011frafta k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7ocuk olan Kemal, anne ve babas\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":864,"height":1184,"file":"2026\/07\/758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1.jpg","sizes":{"medium":{"file":"758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-219x300.jpg","width":219,"height":300,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-219x300.jpg"},"large":{"file":"758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-747x1024.jpg","width":747,"height":1024,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-747x1024.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-150x150.jpg"},"medium_large":{"file":"758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-768x1052.jpg","width":768,"height":1052,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-768x1052.jpg"},"kucukResim":{"file":"758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-80x50.jpg","width":80,"height":50,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-80x50.jpg"},"sliderResim":{"file":"758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-670x330.jpg","width":670,"height":330,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-670x330.jpg"},"resim1":{"file":"758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-184x140.jpg","width":184,"height":140,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-184x140.jpg"},"resim2":{"file":"758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-216x103.jpg","width":216,"height":103,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-216x103.jpg"},"resim3":{"file":"758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-145x70.jpg","width":145,"height":70,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-145x70.jpg"},"sagSlider":{"file":"758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-300x150.jpg","width":300,"height":150,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-300x150.jpg"},"yeniSlider":{"file":"758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-500x290.jpg","width":500,"height":290,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1-500x290.jpg"},"full":{"file":"758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1.jpg","width":864,"height":1184,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"Made with Google AI","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":50275,"source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/758765194_1708578840359844_4298972512066623582_n-1.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/50277"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=50277"}]}}