{"id":50555,"date":"2026-08-12T17:35:01","date_gmt":"2026-08-12T14:35:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1.jpg"},"modified":"2026-08-12T17:38:09","modified_gmt":"2026-08-12T14:38:09","slug":"772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-2","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/foto-galeri\/73-yasinda-olmek-uzere-olan-genclik\/attachment\/772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-2\/","title":{"rendered":"73 ya\u015f\u0131nda, \u00f6lmek \u00fczere olan gen\u00e7lik"},"author":2,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"description":{"rendered":"

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Mektubu okumaya devam ettim.<\/p>\n

“Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcn sana k\u0131zg\u0131n de\u011fildim. Asl\u0131nda en \u00e7ok kendime k\u0131z\u0131yordum. Gururum y\u00fcz\u00fcnden seni durduramad\u0131m. Sonra seni aramaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Eski adresine mektuplar g\u00f6nderdim. Ama hi\u00e7birine cevap gelmedi.”<\/p>\n

\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla avukata bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Ben hi\u00e7bir mektup almad\u0131m.”<\/p>\n

Avukat ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Kemal Bey de bunu y\u0131llar sonra \u00f6\u011frendi. Ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z i\u00e7in mektuplar size hi\u00e7 ula\u015fmam\u0131\u015f.”<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7imde y\u0131llard\u0131r ta\u015f gibi duran pi\u015fmanl\u0131k daha da a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

Mektupta devam ediyordu. <\/p>\n

“Hi\u00e7 evlenmedim. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc kalbimde senden ba\u015fkas\u0131na yer olmad\u0131. Hayat\u0131m boyunca \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, birikim yapt\u0131m. Ama servetimi b\u0131rakacak kimsem olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark etti\u011fimde tek bir iste\u011fim vard\u0131: Seni son kez g\u00f6rmek.”<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m sat\u0131rlar\u0131n \u00fczerine daml\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

Sonraki sayfada beni as\u0131l \u015fa\u015f\u0131rtan c\u00fcmle yaz\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

“Hastaneye yat\u0131r\u0131lmadan \u00f6nce \u00f6zellikle senin \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n hastaneyi se\u00e7tim. Eski arkada\u015flar\u0131mdan seni \u00f6\u011frendim. Evet… Avukat\u0131n bahsetti\u011fi tuzak buydu. Seni kand\u0131rmak i\u00e7in de\u011fil, kaderin bizi yeniden bulmas\u0131na yard\u0131m etmek i\u00e7in.”<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fte avukat\u0131n neden \u00f6yle s\u00f6yledi\u011fini \u015fimdi anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Kemal hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendi\u011finde beni aram\u0131\u015f, \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m hastaneyi bulmu\u015f ve tedavisini \u00f6zellikle oraya ald\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

Devam\u0131n\u0131 okurken bo\u011faz\u0131m d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi.<\/p>\n

“Beni affetmeni istiyorum. Sana ac\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in benimle evlenmeni de\u011fil, kalbinin h\u00e2l\u00e2 bana bir par\u00e7a ait olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmek istedim. Nik\u00e2h masas\u0131nda g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda cevab\u0131 ald\u0131m. O y\u00fczden huzur i\u00e7inde gidiyorum.”<\/p>\n

Mektubun son sayfas\u0131na ge\u00e7ti\u011fimde k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kesenin ne oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Anahtar\u0131n ait oldu\u011fu kasada sana b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m ba\u015fka bir emanet var. Umar\u0131m onu kabul edersin.”<\/p>\n

Avukat cebinden bir dosya \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Kemal Bey b\u00fct\u00fcn mal varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 size b\u0131rakmad\u0131.”<\/p>\n

\u015ea\u015f\u0131rarak ona bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Peki kime b\u0131rakt\u0131?”<\/p>\n

“Gelece\u011fe.”<\/p>\n

Dosyan\u0131n i\u00e7inde noter belgeleri vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Kemal y\u0131llar boyunca biriktirdi\u011fi para ile, ya\u015fl\u0131 ve kimsesiz insanlar\u0131n \u00fccretsiz tedavi g\u00f6rebilece\u011fi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir vak\u0131f kurmu\u015ftu. Vakf\u0131n y\u00f6netimini ise bana b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 <\/p>\n

\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m daha da artt\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Neden ben?”<\/p>\n

Avukat g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n

“\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc size her zaman g\u00fcvenirdi. Bana s\u00fcrekli, ‘Aysel insanlara yard\u0131m etmeyi benden daha iyi bilir.’ derdi.”<\/p>\n

Ertesi hafta bankadaki kasay\u0131 a\u00e7maya gittim.<\/p>\n

Kasadan b\u00fcy\u00fck bir servet \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Onun yerine onlarca defter vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Her biri farkl\u0131 y\u0131llarda tutulmu\u015f g\u00fcnl\u00fcklerdi.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk defteri a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ilk sayfada \u015fu c\u00fcmle yaz\u0131yordu:<\/p>\n

“Bug\u00fcn Aysel Ankara’ya gitti. Umar\u0131m bir g\u00fcn geri d\u00f6ner.”<\/p>\n

Son defterde ise \u015funlar vard\u0131:<\/p>\n

“Doktor bana alt\u0131 ay \u00f6m\u00fcr bi\u00e7ti. Korkmuyorum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc belki de sonunda Aysel’i tekrar g\u00f6rebilece\u011fim.”<\/p>\n

Saatlerce o g\u00fcnl\u00fckleri okudum.<\/p>\n

Her do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcmde benim i\u00e7in yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 sat\u0131rlar vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Gazetelerde ad\u0131m\u0131 aram\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

Hem\u015fire oldu\u011fumu \u00f6\u011frenince gurur duymu\u015f.<\/p>\n

Evlenmedi\u011fimi duydu\u011fu g\u00fcn ise sayfaya sadece tek bir c\u00fcmle yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131:<\/p>\n

“Belki kader bize h\u00e2l\u00e2 borcunu \u00f6dememi\u015ftir.”<\/p>\n

Aylar sonra vak\u0131f resmen faaliyete ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk hastam\u0131z, emekli maa\u015f\u0131yla ila\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 alamayan ya\u015fl\u0131 bir adamd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ona yard\u0131m ederken Kemal’in neden bunu istedi\u011fini sonunda anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Sevgi sadece birlikte ya\u015famak de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n

Bazen senden sonra bile ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n hayat\u0131na dokunmaya devam etmekti.<\/p>\n

Her sabah vakf\u0131n giri\u015findeki bronz plakete bak\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n

\u00dczerinde sadece \u015fu yaz\u0131yordu:<\/p>\n

“Kemal Y\u0131lmaz Umut Vakf\u0131. \u0130nsan \u00f6mr\u00fc s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131d\u0131r, ama iyilik sonsuza kadar ya\u015far.”<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn gen\u00e7 bir hem\u015fire yan\u0131ma gelip neden her sabah o tabelenin \u00f6n\u00fcnde birka\u00e7 dakika sessizce durdu\u011fumu sordu.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim.<\/p>\n

“\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc hayat\u0131m\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u015fk\u0131 bana ge\u00e7 de olsa mutlulu\u011fun ne oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011fretti.”<\/p>\n

O ak\u015fam eve d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde salondaki foto\u011fraf\u0131m\u0131za bakt\u0131m. Hastane odas\u0131nda \u00e7ekilmi\u015fti. \u0130kimiz de ya\u015flanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k ama g\u00f6zlerimizdeki umut, lise y\u0131llar\u0131ndaki kadar canl\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Foto\u011fraf\u0131n \u00e7er\u00e7evesinin arkas\u0131na k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir not s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 fark ettim. Muhtemelen y\u0131llar \u00f6nce avukat koymu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n

Notta Kemal’in son c\u00fcmlesi yaz\u0131yordu:<\/p>\n

“Sana servet b\u0131rakmad\u0131m Aysel… Sana yar\u0131m kalan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn anlam\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131m. E\u011fer bir g\u00fcn yeniden g\u00fcl\u00fcmsersen, i\u015fte o zaman ger\u00e7ekten kazanm\u0131\u015f olaca\u011f\u0131m.”<\/p>\n

Foto\u011fraf\u0131 kalbime bast\u0131m ve uzun y\u0131llar sonra ilk kez, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131ndan i\u00e7ten bir tebess\u00fcm ettim. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc art\u0131k biliyordum; baz\u0131 a\u015fklar birlikte ya\u015flanarak de\u011fil, birbirinin hayat\u0131na sonsuza dek anlam katarak \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczle\u015fiyordu.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":659,"height":819,"file":"2026\/08\/772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1.jpg","sizes":{"medium":{"file":"772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1-241x300.jpg","width":241,"height":300,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1-241x300.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1-150x150.jpg"},"kucukResim":{"file":"772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1-80x50.jpg","width":80,"height":50,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1-80x50.jpg"},"sliderResim":{"file":"772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1-659x330.jpg","width":659,"height":330,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1-659x330.jpg"},"resim1":{"file":"772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1-184x140.jpg","width":184,"height":140,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1-184x140.jpg"},"resim2":{"file":"772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1-216x103.jpg","width":216,"height":103,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1-216x103.jpg"},"resim3":{"file":"772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1-145x70.jpg","width":145,"height":70,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1-145x70.jpg"},"sagSlider":{"file":"772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1-300x150.jpg","width":300,"height":150,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1-300x150.jpg"},"yeniSlider":{"file":"772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1-500x290.jpg","width":500,"height":290,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1-500x290.jpg"},"full":{"file":"772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1.jpg","width":659,"height":819,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":50553,"source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/772945075_1024162723823324_1449123532696285442_n-1.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/50555"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=50555"}]}}