{"id":50641,"date":"2026-08-16T13:27:48","date_gmt":"2026-08-16T10:27:48","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1.jpg"},"modified":"2026-08-16T13:30:23","modified_gmt":"2026-08-16T10:30:23","slug":"775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-2","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/foto-galeri\/6-yasindayken-en-yakin-arkadasima-birlikte\/attachment\/775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-2\/","title":{"rendered":"6 ya\u015f\u0131ndayken en yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131ma birlikte"},"author":2,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"description":{"rendered":"

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“Ne ricas\u0131?”<\/p>\n

“Emir’in hayat\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kmamam\u0131z\u0131 istedi.”<\/p>\n

Odamdaki sessizlik a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

Annem devam etti:<\/p>\n

“Y\u0131llar boyunca ona yard\u0131m ettik. Okul toplant\u0131lar\u0131na kat\u0131ld\u0131k, gerekti\u011finde yan\u0131nda olduk. Ama sana hi\u00e7bir zaman bunun bir g\u00f6rev oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemedim.”<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sallad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Benim arkada\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00f6rev de\u011fildi.”<\/p>\n

“Biliyorum.”<\/p>\n

Annem a\u011flayarak g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n

“\u0130\u015fte as\u0131l s\u00f6ylemek istedi\u011fim \u015fey de bu.”<\/p>\n

Bir s\u00fcre konu\u015famad\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Emir’in babas\u0131 birka\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde, Emir’in bak\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcstlenen ki\u015fi olmak istemedim. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bunun senin hayat\u0131n\u0131 da de\u011fi\u015ftirece\u011fini biliyordum. Sana hi\u00e7bir zaman ‘ona bakmak zorundas\u0131n’ duygusunu vermek istemedim.”<\/p>\n

\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla anneme bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Ben de \u00f6yle bir \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmedim.”<\/p>\n

“Biliyorum. Ama bug\u00fcn kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p onu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce ge\u00e7mi\u015fte verdi\u011fim bir s\u00f6z akl\u0131ma geldi.”<\/p>\n

“Ne s\u00f6z\u00fc?”<\/p>\n

Annem g\u00f6zlerini sildi.<\/p>\n

“Emir’in babas\u0131na, o\u011flunun hayat\u0131nda onu ger\u00e7ekten seven insanlar\u0131n olaca\u011f\u0131na dair s\u00f6z vermi\u015ftim. Ama bunun senin verece\u011fin bir s\u00f6z olmas\u0131n\u0131 istemedim.”<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 e\u011fdim.<\/p>\n

O anda annemin neden bu kadar korktu\u011funu anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Yani baloya gitmemi istemiyorsun.”<\/p>\n

“Hay\u0131r,” dedi hemen. “Tam tersine. Gitmeni istiyorum. Ama Emir’e ac\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in de\u011fil.”<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zlerimi kald\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Onunla gitmek istedi\u011fin i\u00e7in git.”<\/p>\n

O c\u00fcmle i\u00e7imde bir \u015feyleri yerine oturttu<\/p>\n

Annem kap\u0131n\u0131n kilidini a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Ve bir \u015fey daha var.”<\/p>\n

“Ne?”<\/p>\n

“Emir b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 biliyor.”<\/p>\n

Donup kald\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Ne?”<\/p>\n

“Annesinin \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc, babas\u0131n\u0131n onu sana emanet etti\u011fini biliyor. Ama senin bunlardan haberdar olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.”<\/p>\n

“Bu y\u00fczden mi bana hi\u00e7 anlatmad\u0131?”<\/p>\n

Annem ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n

“\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc senin onunla arkada\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n bir zorunluluk y\u00fcz\u00fcnden ba\u015flamas\u0131n\u0131 istemedi.”<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zlerimden ya\u015flar s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n

On iki y\u0131l boyunca birbirimize kar\u015f\u0131 d\u00fcr\u00fcst oldu\u011fumuzu sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Me\u011fer ikimiz de birbirimizi korumak i\u00e7in baz\u0131 ger\u00e7ekleri sessizce saklam\u0131\u015f\u0131z.<\/p>\n

A\u015fa\u011f\u0131 indi\u011fimde Emir h\u00e2l\u00e2 kap\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda bekliyordu.<\/p>\n

Beni g\u00f6r\u00fcnce y\u00fcz\u00fc ayd\u0131nland\u0131.<\/p>\n

“\u00c7ok g\u00fczel olmu\u015fsun.”<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim.<\/p>\n

“Sen de fena de\u011filsin.”<\/p>\n

K\u0131sa bir kahkaha att\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sonra elindeki yaka \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fini bana uzatt\u0131.<\/p>\n

“\u00c7ocukken s\u00f6z vermi\u015ftin.”<\/p>\n

\u00c7i\u00e7e\u011fi ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum.”<\/p>\n

Annem arkam\u0131zda duruyordu. G\u00f6zlerinde ya\u015f vard\u0131 ama bu kez y\u00fcz\u00fcnde huzurlu bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Emir kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n

Tam \u00e7\u0131kacakken durdum.<\/p>\n

“Emir?”<\/p>\n

“Evet?”<\/p>\n

“Anneni \u00f6zl\u00fcyor musun?”<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme hafif\u00e7e de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

“Her g\u00fcn.”<\/p>\n

“Babandan sana kalan en g\u00fczel \u015fey neydi?”<\/p>\n

Bir s\u00fcre d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

“\u0130nsanlar\u0131n benim i\u00e7in ne yapabilece\u011fini de\u011fil, benim ne yapmak istedi\u011fimi sormas\u0131.”<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zlerim doldu.<\/p>\n

“Annem bana her \u015feyi anlatt\u0131.”<\/p>\n

Emir’in y\u00fcz\u00fc bir anda ciddile\u015fti.<\/p>\n

“Her \u015feyi mi?”<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sallad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Art\u0131k biliyorum.”<\/p>\n

Bir s\u00fcre sessiz kald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sonra endi\u015feyle sordu:<\/p>\n

“Yine de benimle gelecek misin?”<\/p>\n

Elimi uzatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“Emir, alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndayken sana bir s\u00f6z verdim. Ama bu gece seninle gitmemin sebebi o s\u00f6z de\u011fil.”<\/p>\n

“Ne?”<\/p>\n

“\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sen benim en yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131ms\u0131n.”<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcz\u00fcnde kocaman bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme belirdi.<\/p>\n

“Ben de bunu s\u00f6yleyecektim.”<\/p>\n

Arabaya do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcrken annem kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde bizi izliyordu.<\/p>\n

O gece baloda herkes m\u00fczik e\u015fli\u011finde dans ederken Emir bir s\u00fcre kenarda durdu.<\/p>\n

“Ne oldu?” diye sordum.<\/p>\n

“Yava\u015f \u015fark\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131yorlar.”<\/p>\n

G\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

“\u00c7ocukken bundan nefret edece\u011fini s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftin.”<\/p>\n

“Fikrim de\u011fi\u015fti.”<\/p>\n

Elini uzatt\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Bir tane dans edelim.”<\/p>\n

Elini tuttum.<\/p>\n

Ve y\u0131llar \u00f6nce s\u0131n\u0131fta verdi\u011fimiz o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck s\u00f6z\u00fcn asl\u0131nda bir balodan \u00e7ok daha b\u00fcy\u00fck oldu\u011funu o an anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Bazen insanlar hayat\u0131m\u0131za tesad\u00fcfen girmez.<\/p>\n

Bazen bir arkada\u015fl\u0131k, y\u0131llar boyunca fark etmeden iki insan\u0131n birbirini hayata ba\u011flayan en g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc ba\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

O gece Emir’le dans ederken annemin bana s\u00f6yledi\u011fi ger\u00e7e\u011fi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Emir’in benim hayat\u0131mda olmas\u0131n\u0131n sebebi onun bana muhta\u00e7 olmas\u0131 de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n

Benim onun yan\u0131nda olmam\u0131n sebebi de ac\u0131mak de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n

Biz sadece birbirimizi se\u00e7mi\u015ftik.<\/p>\n

T\u0131pk\u0131 alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndayken oldu\u011fu gibi.<\/p>\n

Ve balo gecesinin sonunda Emir kula\u011f\u0131ma e\u011filip,<\/p>\n

“Bir sonraki s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz ne?” diye sordu.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim.<\/p>\n

“Bu sefer birlikte karar veririz.”<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc art\u0131k biliyordum:<\/p>\n

Ger\u00e7ek dostluk, birine verdi\u011fin s\u00f6z\u00fc tutmak de\u011fil, o s\u00f6z\u00fc her g\u00fcn yeniden ve \u00f6zg\u00fcrce se\u00e7mektir.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":824,"height":1024,"file":"2026\/08\/775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1.jpg","sizes":{"medium":{"file":"775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1-241x300.jpg","width":241,"height":300,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1-241x300.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1-150x150.jpg"},"medium_large":{"file":"775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1-768x954.jpg","width":768,"height":954,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1-768x954.jpg"},"kucukResim":{"file":"775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1-80x50.jpg","width":80,"height":50,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1-80x50.jpg"},"sliderResim":{"file":"775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1-670x330.jpg","width":670,"height":330,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1-670x330.jpg"},"resim1":{"file":"775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1-184x140.jpg","width":184,"height":140,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1-184x140.jpg"},"resim2":{"file":"775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1-216x103.jpg","width":216,"height":103,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1-216x103.jpg"},"resim3":{"file":"775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1-145x70.jpg","width":145,"height":70,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1-145x70.jpg"},"sagSlider":{"file":"775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1-300x150.jpg","width":300,"height":150,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1-300x150.jpg"},"yeniSlider":{"file":"775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1-500x290.jpg","width":500,"height":290,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1-500x290.jpg"},"full":{"file":"775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1.jpg","width":824,"height":1024,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":50639,"source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/775926217_1368662735450686_2556715254394649012_n-1.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/50641"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=50641"}]}}