{"id":50759,"date":"2026-08-21T17:39:49","date_gmt":"2026-08-21T14:39:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n.jpg"},"modified":"2026-08-21T17:40:51","modified_gmt":"2026-08-21T14:40:51","slug":"780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/foto-galeri\/esim-beni-birakip-baska-kadinla-oldu-ben-de-oyle-bir-intikam-aldim-ki\/attachment\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n\/","title":{"rendered":"E\u015fim Beni B\u0131rak\u0131p Ba\u015fka Kad\u0131nla Oldu, Ben de \u00d6yle Bir \u0130ntikam Ald\u0131m ki\u2026"},"author":2,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n.jpg'><img width=\"224\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-224x300.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-224x300.jpg 224w, https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-765x1024.jpg 765w, https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-768x1029.jpg 768w, https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n.jpg 896w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 224px) 100vw, 224px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Benim ad\u0131m Derya. K\u0131rk iki ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Hayat\u0131m boyunca en \u00e7ok g\u00fcvendi\u011fim insan\u0131n, bir g\u00fcn bana yabanc\u0131 gibi bakaca\u011f\u0131 hi\u00e7 akl\u0131ma gelmezdi. O insan e\u015fim Kerem\u2019di.<\/p>\n<p>On dokuz y\u0131ll\u0131k evlili\u011fimiz boyunca onun i\u00e7in fedak\u00e2rl\u0131k yapm\u0131\u015f, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f, zor zamanlar\u0131nda yan\u0131nda durmu\u015f, kendi hayallerimi \u00e7o\u011fu zaman ikinci plana atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Kerem\u2019in i\u015fi b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e ben de onun ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 kendi ba\u015far\u0131m gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum.<\/p>\n<p>Ta ki bir ak\u015fam eve gelip g\u00f6zlerimin i\u00e7ine bakmadan, \u201cDerya, sana bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemem gerekiyor,\u201d diyene kadar\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Elindeki telefonu masaya b\u0131rakt\u0131 ve derin bir nefes ald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBen ba\u015fka birine \u00e2\u015f\u0131k oldum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>O an sanki evin b\u00fct\u00fcn sesleri kesildi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNe zamand\u0131r?\u201d diye sordum.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBir s\u00fcredir.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKim?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u0130\u015f yerinden Selin.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Selin\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ad\u0131n\u0131 daha \u00f6nce duymu\u015ftum. Hatta birka\u00e7 kez ayn\u0131 ortamda bulunmu\u015ftuk. Ben ona g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyip halini hat\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 sormu\u015f, kocam\u0131n yan\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan bir kad\u0131n oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Me\u011fer kocam\u0131n hayat\u0131nda benden \u00e7ok daha b\u00fcy\u00fck bir yeri varm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>O gece Kerem bana, y\u0131llard\u0131r aram\u0131zdaki ba\u011f\u0131n koptu\u011funu, art\u0131k kendini \u00f6zg\u00fcr hissetmek istedi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi.<\/p>\n<p>Ben ise tek bir \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBunca y\u0131ldan sonra beni nas\u0131l bu kadar kolay silebildin?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Birka\u00e7 hafta i\u00e7inde bavulunu toplad\u0131 ve gitti.<\/p>\n<p>Selin\u2019le ayn\u0131 eve \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fimde i\u00e7imde tarifsiz bir \u00f6fke vard\u0131. Ama a\u011flamad\u0131m. Kavga etmedim. Onu aray\u0131p hesap sormad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o gece kendi kendime bir s\u00f6z verdim:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBeni terk etti\u011fi i\u00e7in de\u011fil, bana ya\u015fatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fey y\u00fcz\u00fcnden pi\u015fman olacak.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lk aylar benim i\u00e7in \u00e7ok zordu. Evde onun b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bo\u015fluk her k\u00f6\u015fede kar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu. Sabah kahvalt\u0131s\u0131nda onun bo\u015f sandalyesine bak\u0131yor, geceleri yatakta tek ba\u015f\u0131ma uyuyordum.<\/p>\n<p>Ama zamanla fark ettim ki ac\u0131 \u00e7ekmek beni g\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fcz yapm\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Tam tersine, bana kendimi yeniden tan\u0131ma f\u0131rsat\u0131 veriyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u0131llard\u0131r erteledi\u011fim bir i\u015f fikrim vard\u0131. El becerilerimle yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m dekoratif \u00fcr\u00fcnleri satmak istiyordum. Kerem hep, \u201cBununla para kazanamazs\u0131n,\u201d diyerek beni vazge\u00e7irmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>Ben de ilk kez onun s\u00f6zlerini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden kendi i\u015fimi kurmaya karar verdim.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir d\u00fckk\u00e2n kiralad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lk g\u00fcnler sadece birka\u00e7 m\u00fc\u015fteri geldi. Ama vazge\u00e7medim. \u0130nternetten sat\u0131\u015f yapmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim, sosyal medya hesab\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m, \u00fcr\u00fcnlerimi kendim tan\u0131tt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Aylar ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e i\u015fler b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Bir y\u0131l sonra k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131m\u0131n yerinde \u00fc\u00e7 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan\u0131 olan, internetten \u00fclkenin her yerine \u00fcr\u00fcn g\u00f6nderen bir i\u015fletmem vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ben de\u011fi\u015ftik\u00e7e \u00e7evremdeki insanlar da bunu fark etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bir g\u00fcn ortak bir arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131z beni arad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKerem seni sormu\u015f,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7imden sadece g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNeden?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u0130\u015flerinin k\u00f6t\u00fc gitti\u011fini s\u00f6yledi.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Me\u011fer Kerem ile Selin\u2019in ili\u015fkisi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm kadar masals\u0131 de\u011filmi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Bir s\u00fcre sonra Selin\u2019in Kerem\u2019in paras\u0131n\u0131n azald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce ondan uzakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim. Kerem, y\u0131llarca birlikte \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015firkette y\u00f6netici konumundayken baz\u0131 hatalar yapm\u0131\u015f, ard\u0131ndan g\u00f6revini kaybetmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>Bir ak\u015fam kap\u0131m \u00e7ald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda kar\u015f\u0131mda Kerem\u2019i g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u00fcz\u00fc \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f, eski halinden eser kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKonu\u015fabilir miyiz?\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKonu\u015f.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBen hata yapt\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEvet.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSelin beni terk etti.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bu kez ac\u0131mad\u0131 i\u00e7im.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00dczg\u00fcn\u00fcm,\u201d dedim. \u201cAma bunun benimle ne ilgisi var?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDerya, seni geri istiyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u015fte o an y\u0131llard\u0131r i\u00e7imde ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6fkenin asl\u0131nda tek bir c\u00fcmleyle bitebilece\u011fini anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBeni geri istemiyorsun, Kerem. Kaybetti\u011fin hayat\u0131n\u0131 geri istiyorsun.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zleri doldu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHer \u015feyi d\u00fczeltirim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sallad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBaz\u0131 \u015feyler d\u00fczeltilmez. Sadece ders al\u0131n\u0131r.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sonra masan\u0131n \u00fczerine bir zarf koydum\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcsteki Resimden Di\u011fer Sayfaya Ge\u00e7i\u015f Yaparak Haberin Devam\u0131n\u0131 Okuyabilirsiniz.<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":896,"height":1200,"file":"2026\/08\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n.jpg","sizes":{"medium":{"file":"780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-224x300.jpg","width":224,"height":300,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-224x300.jpg"},"large":{"file":"780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-765x1024.jpg","width":765,"height":1024,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-765x1024.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-150x150.jpg"},"medium_large":{"file":"780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-768x1029.jpg","width":768,"height":1029,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-768x1029.jpg"},"kucukResim":{"file":"780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-80x50.jpg","width":80,"height":50,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-80x50.jpg"},"sliderResim":{"file":"780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-670x330.jpg","width":670,"height":330,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-670x330.jpg"},"resim1":{"file":"780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-184x140.jpg","width":184,"height":140,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-184x140.jpg"},"resim2":{"file":"780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-216x103.jpg","width":216,"height":103,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-216x103.jpg"},"resim3":{"file":"780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-145x70.jpg","width":145,"height":70,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-145x70.jpg"},"sagSlider":{"file":"780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-300x150.jpg","width":300,"height":150,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-300x150.jpg"},"yeniSlider":{"file":"780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-500x290.jpg","width":500,"height":290,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n-500x290.jpg"},"full":{"file":"780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n.jpg","width":896,"height":1200,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":50758,"source_url":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/780160811_1814887009925575_5154053683817070183_n.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/50759"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=50759"}]}}